Drowning in self doubt, anxiety, weakness, high expectation
Until I began looking within and had a revelation
If God is all-knowing, perfect, and does not make mistakes
Why would I think that I was made any other way?
Suddenly, I’m able to appreciate my raw humanity
In all of the struggles, there are lessons to read
Molding me, shaping me, raising me Into everything I was created to be
Calling on you as I see things within
Things I’m not proud of, my moments of sin
Embracing your help each step of the way
Letting go and listening to the words that you say
Seeing small changes, one day at a time
Accepting I’ve always been yours and you’ve always been mine
Seeing you’ve loved me, when I felt unworthy
Moving me through your unwavering grace
Picking up my mess, putting things back in place
Even though I’m not always able to see and accept
your glory, your design, the beauty in the imperfectly perfect